the emptiness fill up~

i cannot think a reason for this...
i cannot endure the feeling inside...
like a volcano bout to spit out but have no opening...
am i going to lost in space again?
wondering in the dull-land with looking for the answer for the unknown question...
as always i guest...
and always happen...
the emptiness fill up my empty heart...
again and again and again...
violating my heart...
tearing my soul...
feel just like wanna cry it out loud...
but pleaseeeee...
tell me...
what is the reason for this unknown feeling...
it killing me...
sigh~