a picture been captured...

i had been looking for this photo since my dad gone...
just now while i go through my imageshack album, i never aspect this picture will appear in my album....



as if i'm not mistaken...
this is the last hari raya aidilfitri for us(2009) together...
al-Fatihah to him....

the emptiness fill up~

i cannot think a reason for this...
i cannot endure the feeling inside...
like a volcano bout to spit out but have no opening...
am i going to lost in space again?
wondering in the dull-land with looking for the answer for the unknown question...
as always i guest...
and always happen...
the emptiness fill up my empty heart...
again and again and again...
violating my heart...
tearing my soul...
feel just like wanna cry it out loud...
but pleaseeeee...
tell me...
what is the reason for this unknown feeling...
it killing me...
sigh~

after such a long time~

too many things happen during this 3 months....
but what i want to highlight here, my dad, Mohamed Hassan bin Surif, had passed away, on date of 22 may 2010, 8th jamadilakhir 1431, when the clock ticked at 6.35am....
i love him so much but want or not, that is fate that Allah has decide that no one cant disobey....
hurmmmm...
al-Fatihah to him...

words

i will keep my words until the end~

can you?

too many questions rather than answers?

finally..
after 7 months, i had a chance to meet her n i didn't let the chance slip through my fingers easily...
the chance arrived last Sunday n that very nite, i had been given all the answer that I'm looking this few months...
i'm satisfied with her explanation and her answer also fire me up...
i will give my best shot and i will claim all your words back after 3 to 5 years...
thank you dear...
u change me a lot...

bling bling???

words describe da most i think~









these are some of da pisc i had snap during uthm autoshow at bpmall last saturday~
enjoy ya~
hopefully i will be back with more pics~
ngeeeeee~

fresh.... think...

quite a long time i didn't post here...
this is due to I'm quite busy n always sleep early...
sometimes after had my dinner, i fall asleep already, lol~

hurm....
start writing at new page...
start life fresh everyday...
past is past not something to be remember but something to be lesson....
love yourself first...
do think about others in each action you take....
sigh~

weird?

sigh, been way to busy this lately, the energetic mood almost gone, aha, but i will try to keep smiling with no matter what come as obstacle in my life, lol~

but last week been to batu pahat mall @ pacific mall with apam n albert...
hehehhe....
i saw something interset me, something that i had been use before, so in the shopping complex i wore safety jacket....
hehehe...
then i made one more thing untill all looked me with 100% weird feeling, wanna know what they saw?
hehehhee...
take a look!!!!




aha~